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Rafe Cameron x topper thortons baby sister reader
Warnings: manipulation, sex, underage sex. (Not proofread!!). Perspective is spoke in a young and naive perspective on purpose!!
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You slammed the door of your big brothers forest green jeep as he pulled up to the Cameron residents. Soon you were promised a matching white jeep for youâre sixteenth birthday. Topper was seventeen and so was rafe.
Rafe seemed older but you always put that down to how big he was, being in the gym almost half of his life and his miserable undertone that disappeared when he noticed you staring at him from across the table at Sunday brunch, or midsummers.
âLook I donât give a shit, Youâre a Little snitch and youâll tell mom and dad I left you and theyâll give me shitâ topper rubbed his forehead and I rolled my eyes as he lead me through the door.
âTopper Iâm not a baby! Im fifteen. I donât need babysitting from you orâŠâ the one boy you want to see you as a woman. You constantly worked your baby status in the family in your favour but that might be your worst nightmare if rafe saw you that way âany of your friends!â
âHey Iâm not any of his friends, am I?â Rafe startled you as you kicked off your shoes at the front door. Walking bare foot, admiring your mani pedi, into the kitchen where rafes back faced you making a drink.
âYes you areâ topper coughed as he stole the drink off the counter ânervesâ he winked at rafe as he downs what looks like raw whiskey. Topper never told you where he was going but you couldnât bring yourself to care.
You wandered over to his living room making yourself comfortable. A door slams and a few seconds later rafe is plopped down on the couch next to you.
You gulp, attempting to ignore his presence until âyou know Iâm fifteen, I donât need babysitting. I do babysitting, this whole arrangement is ridiculousâ you roll your eyes and pout with crossed arms.
âYeah I can fucking see you arenât a baby y/nâ he shakes his head, focussed on his phone, texting someone.
âYou gotta girlfriend?â You blurt out and his head spins towards you.
âNoâ he exhales dropping his phone down on the couch âyou gotta boyfriend?â You shake your head with a small smile youâre trying to hide.
âWhy not, youâre a pretty girlâ he states and you look away to conceal your blush trying to not think about his words. He didnât mean anything by it, it was a fact more than an opinion, nothing personal.
âJust donâtâŠâŠ most of my friends doâ you admit turning back to him and resting your cheek on the back of the couch. âEveryoneâs loosing their virginity to them and I-â you pause helplessly.
âYouâre fifteenâŠ. Youâre way too young for that shitâ
You raise your eyebrows amused âand what age did you loose your virginity, saintâ it rolls off your tongue like an insult.
Thirteen.
âFair pointâ he nodded âyouâre still too youngâ
âNo! Iâm notâŠ.â You roll your eyes.
âYou want to have sex?â He raised his eyebrows kicking his feet on the plush footrest as if your dangling virginity was amusing.
âSure why notâ you giggled as a joke.
âWith what boy? Theyâre allâŠ. dumb and cocky at your ageâ he was staring at you as if this conversation should be happening. As if it was about homework.
âI never said a boy my ageâ you roll your eyes and purposely donât make eye contact.
âWhat does that meanâ he scoffed shaking his head, as you gulped. Your smile was long gone and now all you could feel was sick to your stomach with nerves.
âWhatever you think it meansâ you quickly glance at him and then enter into a staring match with his dark oak coffee table.
âI donât think it means what I think it doesâ his thumb was toying with his bottom lip. His soft bottom lip that he probably had kissed a lot of girls with.
âWeâll just because Iâm two years younger doesnât mean our brains are on other sides of the universeâ you folded your arms, assuming again, making a fool of yourself again.
âI think it means you want to fuck meâ he stated confidently and correct. Your mouth gaped staring at him weakly.
âYou canât just say that!â
âWhy not!â
âBecause I have feelings, and your toying with them!â
âToying with them because I want to fuck you back?â
âFuck off rafe, you donât get to fuck me, and then ditch, and then brag, and be you in your full dick form afterwardsâ you rambled with a small tear running down your hot cheeks.
âY/nâ he palmed his forehead âjust stop with the thinkingâ he kneeled forward in-front of you, touching your bare thighs with caution as you watched him with wide wild eyes. âShh, if not going to ditch, kay?â
You gulped. What the fuck.
Rafe Cameron. The boy youâve liked since forever. Your brothers best friend. The older boy. The in front of you boy who was offering to take your virginity.
âI guess I know youâ you bit down âand your not dumb and cockyâ you squinted your eyes, a beg for reassurance that he wasnât.
He nodded agreeing solemnly âlike boys your ageâ he grinned beneath you, his hands inching closer up your thigh.
âAnd I guess I like you a littleâ you giggled brushing a hair behind your ear.
âDefinitely like you a lot backâ he winked. His movements were calm and his words rolled off his tongue with no thought but his breath was shaky, matching yours.
âYou do?â You smiled cheesily inching forward.
The moment you did, years of anticipation exploded into a kiss. He picked you up of the living room chair, his hands sliding from your thighs to your ass and scooping you up. His lips hungrily attacking yours and left you in a dizzy haze as you softly kissed him back. Rocking against his hips as he took the steps two at a time.
âYou walked past Sarahâs familiar room and then wheezies, not veering this far down the hallway since you were young as his door was kicked open and slammed shut you gasped as he pulled away to place you on the bed, contrasting to give you his gentle side, and the furniture a more normal rafe.
He was in between your legs kissing your neck as you hummed softly, gasping as he gave you purple bruising hickeys. Damaging your heart with every swirl more than anything he could ever do your body.
His massive muscled arms were wrapped around your body holding you still as you shook with temptation and nerves.
âIâve never showed anyone my body, I- Iâm the only person whoâs ever seen you know myâŠ. Bodyâ your voice slowly drifted into a lull as you kept talking, feeling dumb. His head was lifted to look at you and give your words attention.
âYou trust me rightâ his head tilted softly. You nodded making eye contact from underneath him. âKay, then donât be embarrassed with me, or shy.â His tone was kind and his volume was low. It was seeming more appealing being connected to this boy. Physically intertwined.
You lifted up, as he backed up. You sat across from each other on the bed as your head bowed and reached for the buttons of your top, fumbling but managing. Revealing your rose budded, perky small breasts as he gulped trying to maintain eye contact, any other girl, he wouldnât remember her face while being inside of her, but you, how you were feeling and making you comfortable was all he could think of. His eyes darted between you to your chest. He practically dived into you, laying you on your back as he kissed everywhere urgently. âSo fucking pretty, fucking beautifulâ was the only sound filling your ears, blocking out the sounds of your own embarrassingly loud pleasure.
âRafe when are you going to do itâ you muttered, clawing at his neck. His shirt was off and he had scratches on his back you were trying to ignore.
âYou want it now pretty girl?â He whispered into your ear, unbuttoning your denim shorts, the feeling made you tingle and squeeze your eyes shut fully.
âNowâ you whispered in confirmation as he pulled them down cautiously, bringing your polka dot underwear down with them. Leaving them on the end of the bed.
You watched intensely as his pants came off, followed by his underwear. A thick cock sprang out, hitting of his toned stomach and all you could do was gulp at the sight, praying you wouldnât break in half. He reached into his drawer as the pair of you looked each other in the eye, smiling soothingly.
His hands were pressed into your hips as he finished you off in one deep thrust. Not moving till your face went back to normal from the current distortion.
âSâokay, take your time, can I put anymore in yetâ his thumb was rubbing gently on your hips as you opened your eyes and stared at him.
âThereâs moreâ you panted, before collapsing back into the pillow. âOkay, b-be slow raâŠâ your eyes rolled to the back of your head as more of him filled you.
He thrusted in and out intensely, he was vocal as you suppressed shudders. âYou feel so fucking good around meâ
You felt like you were entering another universe, seeing a purple orange haze. Giggling softly as you felt your body shake and almost levitate of the bed.
âRide it out Baby, just feel itâ he was still caressing you as you blinked away tears. Ultimate heaven. If a unicorn flew over this bed, which was actually a magic carpet, you wouldnât be surprised.This was so epically strange. You wanted rafe to ask you to do it again, but when he got off the bed and came back with a wet towel, it was all over, all too soon. Holy macaroni.
- fee xxx
#rafe cameron#rafe outer banks#rafe obx#drew starkey#obx fic#obx fanfiction#outer banks#cameron#innocent reader
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ultimate list of which ace attorney characters would listen to vocaloid/cryptonloid and to what extent
my credentials: i have listened to vocaloid many many a times, i play project sekai religiously (DONT COME FOR ME IVE SEEN PROJECT DIVA TOO)
and for my fellow nerds out there: I DONT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE GOOGLE SUCKS OUT HERE SO DM THE DIFFERENCE i dont know the difference between frickin cryptonloids and vocaloids STILL
edit: I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE NOW
spw for aa characters below
ask/dm if you want a pt2 or js my opinion on ur favs
phoenix: brother theres no way. phoenix barely uses a phone. explaining to him vocaloid would cause his head to explode contrary to popular opinion. ON THE SLIGHT OFF CHANCE HE MAY KNOW IT hed only know hatsune miku and refer to her as âoh yeah blue pigtailsâ
trucy: reason why phoenix knows hatsune miku. i can sense the fact that shes put instrumentals for her show (like the mcu did). not a major major fan, but def knows it
maya: OH FOR SURE. i know the steel samurai to vocaloid pipeline when i see it. started off unintentionally as a joke bc steel samurai had a collab w them. i see maya as the more âlikes more popular songsâ (bc same no shame) but i can totally see her screaming MIKU MIKU BEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM. her fav is kagamine rin or miku
apollo: mayhaps. i seem him as a very teto or vflower type of guy but i think he would js be a pretty surface level listener. guilty pleasure type stuff i understand. i can totally see him listening to a mix of both teto and vflower tho, like bocca della verita or medicine
simon: ohhh i KNOW a kafu fan when i see one! he screams âyeah imma gatekeep this great artistâ and low and behold its kafu. theres no way he didnt listen to vocaloid prejailtime. if NOT a kafu fan easily luka or meiko fan as well, more jazzy i think. i also think he watched the aa version of gossip girl but thats a story for another time. ALSO plays pjsk when he learned it exists post prison, im talking this is like at home grinding hours for him. also his fav unit is
athena: meiko fan. not much more to say. def die hard but listens bc she saw simon listen to her once or twice as a kid. i can totally see her playing âon the rocksâ in her downtime. i DO also think shed be a len fan tho, songs like âbutterfly on your right shoulderâ or âsick of houseâ
klavier: gakupo next question. i KNOW a venomania fan when i see it.
top three vocaloid listeners/fans:
3. klavier
2. maya
1. tie between simon and athena - its a competition
#vocaloid#cryptoloid#pjsk#ace attorney#aa5#aa4#apollo justice#phoenix wright#trucy wright#klavier gavin#athena cykes#simon blackquill#i loveee combining my two interests
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Hi Iâm back again!And if you donât mind do you have any more platonic Headcanons but this time for Erwin or Levi as a father figure?
a/n: erm. ermmm. we are not going to talk about how extremely late i am. let's just say i forgot about writing this and hope that you forgive međ decided to write for both as a little treat for being this patient with me. (im 100% sure you forgot about this too).
PAIRING: FATHER FIGURE!LEVI ACKERMAN x GN!READER, FATHER FIGURE!ERWIN SMITH x GN!READER (both separate)
FANDOM: SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN // ATTACK ON TITAN.
GENRE: PLATONIC, FLUFF, HEADCANONS.
! WARNING ! none.
Levi Ackerman.
He knows his job very well, he knows he's bound to serve and protect humanity for the rest of his life. Not like he wants it any other way, somebody needs blood on their hands so others can live peacefully. He'll be the one to bare his teeth.
But one thing he couldn't understand is you. You in general. No matter how many times he shoo's you away or throws snappy remarks, you always seem to be trailing around him like a lost dog. You don't ask for his attention, you just â sit there. Admiring him, even.
He's used to people admiring him. He's Humanity's Strongest Soldier after all, but your admiration is different from the rest. At first he thinks it's love and he was more than prepared to turn down your feelings for him, but then he realized;
It's not the romantic kind of love.
He overhears one of his subordinates talking to another one about you, specifically about how you constantly trail around and the reason why. Turns out your father packed his bags and left when you were young, leaving you and your mother behind with little to no pity.
Suddenly, it all clicks together. The greetings, the constant following, just the desire to be near him likely filled the empty hole in your heart, the hole your father left once he did too.
Truth to be told, he doesn't know how to act, how to think. He can't look at you the same anymore.
He no longer ushers you away. He kind of stopped with the remarks, too. They're still there, but they only come out in order to remind you that you need to do better in training or while on expeditions. Other than that, it's just pure silence.
He doesn't get affectionate in public, but while you two are alone, he might praise you or even pat your shoulder in comfort. His cold heart warms at the happy look you have on your face after he does that.
You might get accepted at the 'big guys' (where Levi and the other superiors sit) table, but it's unlikely. Still, he does glance at you from all the way over there.
Despite all of this, the training isn't easier â it's harder. He makes you do a couple more push-ups than the rest, make you run a few more laps and chooses stronger opponents during sparring. You have to be prepared if he's not with you on a mission, he can't afford to lose you.
He won't admit it, but he's afraid. Deeply afraid of growing too attached, of having to see you die just like the rest. That's the reasoning behind the harsher training. But in the end, your hard efforts are rewarded with a cup of tea he made for you and a few words of affirmation. Levi wasn't one to use many words either way.
Comforting is not his strongest suit, but if anything ever bothers you, he can listen. He can and will be the shoulder you can lean on.
You've never expressed your issues to him, or anyone for that matter â but Levi always seemed to know. Whatever troubled you, he knew. Or at least, had a slight idea. Sometimes he could relate, sometimes he couldn't, but he always cheered you up at the end of your rants with silly jokes.
While on expeditions together, you bet that he will be by your side constantly. If you ever get out of his sight, he'll begin silently panicking and desperately search for you. At the end of the day he won't scold you for leaving his side, but if you end up getting hurt, he'll either blame himself or grow irritated. You knew how to protect yourself and use the ODM gear, he was training you himself â so why is there a big gash in your arm?
He never says it but, he's sorry things have to be harsher with you. He wished he could be at ease more and actually be a decent father figure. It's just not in his nature to be like that.
But you know and understand that. And he's forever grateful for it.
Erwin Smith.
He notices almost instantly â the way you work extra hard whenever he's supervising the training alongside Levi, the way you always greet him and ask about his day, how you always tried to cheer him up after a tough expedition.
You're young, he's old. He knows not to confuse these feelings with romantic ones, so there's really just one option left:
You see him as a father figure.
He's heard of your issues from Levi. It wouldn't affect him if it were any other cadet, but it affected him because it was about you. The lovable and cheerful recruit who was never seen with a frown on their face. I guess it affects him because you're always present in his life, whether it be day or night.
He swore to keep things professional either way, to treat you just like he treats the others, that you're nothing more than a subordinate even with this growing fondness you had for him.
But subconsciously he grew attached. Subconsciously, he gave you soft smiles from across the room whenever your eyes would meet, waved at you and asked about your day whenever you passed by eachother in the hallways.
Much like Levi, he will train you just as hard. He can't risk it. He's getting older and older, who knows how long he'll be able to protect you?
But to his ease, you put up with such exercises and ever surpass his expectations. He can't help but feel proud whenever you return to him after running countless laps with sweat glistening on your skin. He can rest well knowing that you're capable of taking care of yourself.
Unlike with the captain, the conversations with him are always deep and meaningful â either about history or poetry, sometimes even about the unknown. Debates between you two happen often, and he enjoys every one of them because he's getting to know you and your morals better.
He's more prone to showing affection in public and that can sometimes get other recruits jealous. If they make ill-intended comments on your relationship with him, he'll step in and show that it's not their business.
One of his favorite activities with you is play chess. He, almost all the time, is black â that's because he wants to know what your first move is. He needs to know if you're learning from him or not.
Will probably not invite you to the 'big guys' table. He thinks you should spend time with your friends instead of with some old blokes who are also your superiors. But if you have none (you're not the only one) and the others are fine with it, he'll invite you over on small occasions.
Doesn't know how to comfort either, but he will give you his opinion on things that bother you. He'll hold you close as your facade finally breaks down and affectionately rub your back.
Asks Hange about things he could do with you. He wants to spend time with you and fill that gaping hole in your heart because you deserve better.
On expeditions, you will also be under his watchful gaze at all times. Won't panic if you're out of sight, he trusts that you know how to take care of yourself. Is proud whenever you return unscathed, but if luck is not on your side and you wound your leg, he won't be mad nor dissappointed. He'll spend some time with you and get your mind off the expedition, then return to his usual duties.
It's a bit harder for you two to spend a whole day together, mostly because Erwin is a commander and all of the responsibilities are on his shoulders, but those little moments where you just bring him a cup of coffee whenever he's been at his desk for more than two hours and leave right after make him smile.
He's thankful to have you.
#x male reader#x gn reader#attack on titan#aot x reader#shingeki no kyojin#erwin smith#levi ackerman#erwin x reader#levi ackerman x reader#levi aot#aot erwin#platonic#headcanons#fluff
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antoine + Ă©toiles insane moments, p.2. aka the ass saga. p1 here
transcript + context for some of the clips below
[Video Transcript:
[First clip plays.]
Rivenzi: You want to see Etoilesâ ass, of courseâŠ
Antoine: Yeah, Iâm gonna stare at your ass, EtoilesâŠ
Etoiles: Fuck, what dread, during Popcorn [a talkshow Etoiles had been invited on the previous week], when I went up to the map and you said that, and I thought âwhoaââ
Antoine: Sorry
[Second clip plays: the moment during Popcorn]
PA/Domingo: Antoine Daniel has posted a tweet for us: âI wanted to look at this map of Africa, but Etoilesâ ass in the shape of a standing bell is driving me crazy. Smiley face with eyes in the shape of hearts.â
[Third clip plays: a continuation of the first clip.]
Antoine: Sorry, broâŠ
Ponce: Oh but that tweet, besides
Rivenzi: A standing bellâŠ
Antoine: Whatâs more is that I never tweet and when I do itâs to tweet this sort of shit
Ponce: Thatâs exactly what I told myself. When PA read the tweet, I thought to myself, âbut he never tweets!â And he tweets to talk about Etoilesâ ass
Antoine: There needs to be a good reason, you see
[Fourth clip plays: a clip from the Team du Lundiâs minecraft server.]
JDG: Someone (in chat) said, âI canât tell whether the atmosphere is good tonight orââ
Antoine: It sucks, it sucks
Florence: You donât need to ask every time, it always sucks
Baghera: Always sucks. Especially when Etoiles talks about ass [which had been a previous topic of discussion for him that night]
Antoine: Stooop, I enjoy it
Mynthos: You enjoy it?
JDG: Itâs true tonight that itâs more weird than bad
Antoine: I like it when Etoiles talks about assâŠ.
[Fifth clip plays: a second and different clip from Popcorn.]
Etoiles: âyouâre not allowed to tell me that [Xari claimed to not know much about cinema]. I know you, I studied, because youâre my rival [in pop culture]. I really enjoy what you do in life, Xari, and youâre really knowledgeable about cinema
Antoine: What do you mean heâs your rival? And Iâm just shit?
Etoiles: You, youâre my lover
Antoine: Oh yeah, sorry, my bad
PA/Domingo: One of the three is gonna die soon. Thereâs a whole situation, thereâs a whole lore
[Sixth clip plays: a clip from the QSMP.]
Antoine: Donât you want to get married, dude?
Etoiles: Well, I donât have the time to fuck
Antoine: What the fuck?!
Etoiles: I donât have time to fuck, dude. I just need to kill everyone
Antoine: No but just a marriage, you see. Youâve watched Game of Thronesâ you havenât watched Game of Thrones, you canât know how marriages work in that series
Etoiles: Iâve watched it, but Iâm married to the street, dude. I canât give out my heart that quickly
Antoine: Yeah but you can give out your ass quickly, no?
Etoiles: No, frankly, my assâ
Antoine: What the fuck?!
Etoiles: Giving out your ass takes time, dude
Antoine: What the fuckâŠ
Etoiles: Then again, I need to think about it. Iâll give you my answer. I need to discuss, and everything
Antoine: Iâm tired of getting betrayed. You get married with someone elseâ
Etoiles: Never in a million years!
Antoine: âitâs like yesterday. Apparently Maximus got the mic from his ass removed while I wasnât there. I was supposed to be the one to do it
Etoiles: Oh okay, so Iâm your second choice?
[Overlapping]
Antoine: No! It was just to help himâ
Etoiles: No, but, okay
Antoine: He gotâ listenâ
Etoiles: Thereâs no problem!
Antoine: Fuck, nevermind
Etoiles: Thereâs no issue! Oh, so youâre opening my chest and stealing?
Antoine: I was just looking! Out of curiosity
Etoiles: Yeah, thatâs it
Antoine: I donât even understand whatâs in it
Etoiles: Yeah, out of curiosity. Dude, your opinion on my cave?
Antoine: Well frankly itâs big
end Video Transcript.]
#antoine daniel#etoiles#Ă©toiles#jay clips#qsmp#<- this is an appropriate tag wait till the end . it makes up half the video too#4/08/2024#le fameux bol tibĂ©tain dâĂ©toilesâŠ. traduit pour les inters#and i call it a saga here because the clips here span from early 2021 to mid 2023#you know the first clips are old because antoine is still using twt at that point#not included here; a zlan 2024 clip where Ă©toiles yells âfuck me in the assâ (french) at antoine đ#also not included ; a serveur du lundi clip where Ă©toiles jokes about antoine having a leash at home#antoine denying this and Ă©toiles saying âwell i spent a weekend at your placeâ#????????? yeah sure why not#ALSO re the qsmp clip antoine brought up the marriage possibility after hearing about the upcoming spiderbit wedding <3#bro sounds so fucking needy in the clip itâs sending me . how can i make this into qantoine loreâŠâŠ. this WAS the period where things were#slowly changing within the french dynamic (aka . they were meeting and talking to new people) and qantoine was growing increasingly paranoi#about trusting people thenâŠâŠ. him trying to hold onto someone he loves dearly because heâs not sure if he can keep up with himâŠ..#anw some other translation type notes read if ur interested in that:#wasnât quite sure on the best way to translate âlâangoisseâ here . i went with âdreadâ#literally it translates to âanxiety/anguish/dread/etcâ but itâs used in a very flippant way in slang#so anguish felt a bit strong here . when someone says âoh lâangoisseâ about something itâs usually to mean an uncomfortable or unusual#scenario . but the intensity of that very much varies#OH ALSO : if anyone wants the sources to each of these clips lmk#i may just add them here later when im less tired#insuline & nicotine
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so once i saw a tdlosk x jjk x mp100 crossover fanfic on ao3 and it was like âyuji and gojo, reigen and mob, and saiki all hang outâ! and i was like neat but tbh itâs kinda stands out to me that saikiâs the only one who. doesnât have a mentor figure similar to the other so.
#like looking at his family both his parents n older brother idk too much#like his mom and dad love him but i donât think they exactly fit the role#kuusuke is way more of a shonen rival-esque guy rolewise (even if heâs not as hotheaded as youâd expect one to me)#mr. matsuzaki sensei could work but im pretty sure he doesnât know bout saikis powers so#saiki just doesnât have a mentor guy like reigen or gojo ig#hm#tdlosk#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#saiki kusou no psi nan#saiki kusuo#kusuo saiki#saiki#saiki k#the disastrous life of saiki k#the disastrous life of saiki k.#anyone willing to be a mentor guy for a super powerful pinkhaired teenage psychic boy?#someone get him to therapy#teach him itâs okay to open up to his friends maybe#and set boundaries for himself#and that heâs still human even with his op ness#i know i joked about grunkle stan being his mentor once but hm idk#eh
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enough of 'this character is an asshole because their parents are abusive!!' we need to stop pushing the idea that abusive parents are the only asshole-making trauma that exist. sometimes the trauma can be from a grief or loss that changes you deeply, to the point where everything else stops looking like it's worth being treasured. sometimes the rudeness can be from being so jaded at a world that keeps kicking you when you're down, to the point that it's either fight back or just take it. sometimes the parents aren't outright cruel or abusive but divorced,
#byakuya togami#this is a joke btw#but only kinda#thpff#im still on my shit about byakuya's parents being like. not outright evil but just kinda lame overall#a mother that is actively trying not to care so she can keep her self-made business afloat#and a father who kinda just spends all day wishing he was retired already. and also thinks his kid is a weird sadistic freak#seen too much stuff about byakuya's mom being abusive and controlling and pushing him into becoming an heir. or just straight up being dead#stop being cowards!! let him come to the conclusion of assholery without the example of his parents setting that precedent!!!!#if anything it's funnier if his parents are like. unobtrusive in his life and because of that he's just like:#âi NEED to make sure everyone Sees Me no matter WHATâ and ends up just doing weird cirque du soleil psychomanipulation shit#his parents watching the thh livestream like. damn who taught him that?
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adding onto my last rant from a while ago a little bit, it is fascinating how many people in this fandom completely miss the point of tsumugis character and misconstrue what hes actually about which, ironically, is just what eichi did. and its done in such a similar fashion too, such as making assumptions about his motives, his family relationship, and missing the point in why he chooses to look the way he does. and, time and time again, eichi has been proven to be WRONG about tsumugi. he misunderstood him deeply, and now its eichi whos stuck mourning the past while tsumugi has long since moved on, not the other way around, as tsumugi is on the path of getting his happy ending. and i dont get why people keep trying to take this positivity from him
(s. element epilogue 2)
#sorry for harping on this stuff alot it just genuinely sucks seeing a character you love be so widely misunderstood#especially when if you really think about it#tsumugi is about as blunt and honest as they come#you dont always need to read deeper into a character. you dont always need to psychoanalyze every part of them#you dont need to reason everything#sometimes people just Are Some Kind Of Way#and eichi failed to understand that and made the wrong assumption about tsumugi#and i feel like this fandom keeps doing the same thing#because he can do and say unconventional things#and when he makes jokes he sounds super alarming or like an utter freak#its frustrating when people continuously doubt tsumugis words when he speaks so earnestly about his life#hes honest to a fault. he has no reason to lie#you can argue that âohhh tsumugi just doesnt realize how fucked up he is!â and like Yea sure theres an element of that#but ive always read the point of his character to be him overcoming these hardships#because he cares so fucking deeply about every single person around him#and he never assumes malice. because he is such a genuinely kind hearted guy#and what makes tsumugi so interesting is that he can kind of SUCK at getting that across#because no matter what people never understand his actions or intents because of how weirdly he acts#and neither does this fandom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#natsume and tsumugi are built on being opposites. if natsume is a known liar surely we can put two and two together?#theres alot more that can be said on this topic and ive been meaning to for a while but honestly i just dont have the energy or brainpower#also i dont want this to read like im yucking anyones yum. its just frustrating as someone who is very mentally ill about these characters#he has clearly endured traumas too like im not ignoring that. its super obvious. but his character is about love and growth#you can go through literal HELL and be on the brink of SUICIDE and still end up a happy loving and forgiving person#and i think thats what his character is about#nat rambles#nats enst posting
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IM FREEEEEE
#(FROM PROJECTS)#personal#the engineering chronicles#WILL HOPEFULLY NEVER NEED TO SLEEP THREE NIGHTS ON THE FLOOR OF THE ENGINEERING BUILDING AGAIN!!!#one class the final project was to build a karaoke machine which my partner and i had planned on making look like actual speakers and#microphone but we couldnât find the stuff in time and her mom made a joke abt singing into hairbrushes and we decided to take that and#run lol we used a pink sparkly makeup box to store our circuit and cut out holes for the speakers and decorated it with makeup and put the#hairbrush mics inside and it was very fun actually and our class voted us as one of the groups to go to project day which was pretty cool!!#project day did get canceled bc of. asnow day which was unfortunate especially considering we stayed up until 4am the night before#preparing our documents for it and trying to perfect the karaoke machine when we could have been putting that time toward project number#2 đ but whatever we still get our extra credit and i can say i qualified for it so im happy enough#then project 2 was for another class but weâre lab partners in both (+ another guy for this project) and it was digital monster pet so we#made a dragon i was mostly on design so i hand CADed the whole thing which was living hell if i never want to lay eyes on solidworks#again but also he came out very cute after MUCH hasle putting him together with all the wires and components bc our wires from the kit are#so bad theyâre constantly getting disconnected from each other which we didnât know would happen bc the labs we usually do we donât have to#connect them together like that since youâre not routing them thru bodies etc and theyâve worked great until now but anywya.#i did the lcd faces and the light sensor and a couple other things + a lot of the code was copy and paste from past labs and fitting it to#suit the project but for the most part it was a shit ton of hardware on my end while she and the other guy managed the rest of the code#which i really wish i could have been more involved with but oh well. as it is though heâs my baby i birthed him <3 weâre planning on#meeting up over weekends next semester to change some stuff and add other extra features that we missed we got a decent grade 85% but we#all agreed we donât want to leave him like this we want to add the extra features we had come up with and also i think we should switch out#our motors for servos bc the motors we were required to use#instead suck theyâre not strong at all compared to what a servo can do for you. also we want to make it so you can not only pet him which w#already have with light sensors but also wash him with a Hall effect sensor and magnet so like weâd stick the sensor inside and the magnet#inside a little cad brush or sponge is what im envisioning and i have an expression in mind for what weâd do then. also paint him and#redesign the platform he stands on bc itâs rlly cramped and also make a pcb bc we only have him with the microcontroller and breadboards rn#and i might mess with his face piece a bit too im not sure. oh and speakers!!! those were technically a requirement but we didnât get them#done on time but i want to make him play music sooooo bad so definitely that. anyway want to be more involved in the software when we do#all this. pretty excited actually :]
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can we also take a moment to think about how when mika salo finally got a chance in a race winning car, and he was leading a race, about to win it, ferrari enforced team orders and he had to give up the win to eddie irvine to help him in the wdc fight. and then eddie didn't even win the wdc that year. and mika hakkinen did
DC đ€ Salo
Team orders over Hakkinen being their downfall
#they have the same temperament as well#hakkinen wasnt cunning too he really just got by with vibes (disssclaimer just jokes. but he didn't have to act the same way as them)#as per miIflewis' words msc's biggest crime is that nobody believes dc (& salo in this case) what hakkinen really is like đ#pretty privilege is real & ruined careers (dc & salo's)#the universe pit two blonds against eo but made sure one was younger prettier & shaved. specifically made to fuck w the other mentally#still fucks me up that hakkinen won by 2 points. God#really smeared not only eddie's pride but also michael's salo's & everybody in ferrari lmaoooo#imo mika would've still won it even with michael uninjured#& im saying that as his biggest hater#ofc just jokey jokes disclaimer etc etc#6-asks
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless đ like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors đŻ like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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cassandra isnt using the cheese wheel anymore. F
#ghosts howling#oh it was so fucking funny though#other things: war table is so stressful. throne is stressful. heron may be a good leader but i sure am not#i think im holding her back.. not making the smart decisions... because im not very smart#im too scared to sit on the throne again so only like two people have been sentenced and one was the tutorial guy#and i fucked it up (it was in character but fucking things up still hurts me even if its in character. because im an empath (joke))#my mercenary company loves me which is GOOD heron loves them too. im glad they were happy with fighting demons#ummm other stuff? im still emo about varric. im also emo over the fact that hes probably the character with highest approval rn#(idk how to check or if you even can check) so like the guy i get along with the best is the guy who i personally hurt beyond belief#feeling so very normal about it#i dont think im able to keep anyone happy. im so bad at this stuff. but also its everyone elses fault for suddenly making me a prophet#so now theyre going to have to deal with me and how bad i am at politics#also i hate how many war table nodes are best solved with spies i can rarely find something to throw cullen onto#uugghh why am i MINMAXING TIME in a SINGLE PLAYER GAME#okay theres my daily complaint about war table timers back to grinding areas and side quests and such while they play out
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do you guys ever sit and remember that dennis takes a mental health day is an episode that exists
#ada speaks#i think i could probably recite the entire one sided phone conversation he has with daisy by heart and i havent seen the ep in months#i don't know how to explain it but#from what little ive read of ross' writing it feels like. when you click onto a fanfic and you feel immediate deep trust of the author#like it just clicks#the cookbook characterization specifically. is like.#i would put my life in your hands#and im sure we will get more eps by him and i really hope that continues because i think its been a very long time since the shows had#writers that i feel Get the characters in a way that feels effortless rather than. overcompensating.#like you can smell that writer's signature no matter how hard they try to cover it up with jokes and subversions#which isnt always a bad thing and im sure if we do get more maloney eps i'll pick up on his writers quirks too#but it doesn't feel like he's trying to copy anyone/pull from old eps it feels like he has a good grasp on things which makes it feel fresh#i find that long running shows hit a point where episodes start to feel less cohesive and more like. segmented short films#but if you have a really good group of writers and they find their groove its like. yeah. ok.#i think season 3 is a good study because marder and rosell's influence is all over the entire season#later seasons you can literally just. Feel which eps they worked on because its got a completely different vibe from the rest of the season#16 still suffers from that segmentation but#i think all the first time sunny writers (and nina's first solo ep) were all absolutely fuckin bangers and they've got a good team in there#anyway. characterization of dennis flipflops a lot. but the rest of the gang arguably gets it worse at times#i think megan's dee is the absolute worst aside from conor galvin's#and i understand wanting to write her as a girlfailure who is just. horrible. but.#ok. comparing self help book dee to ross' cookbook dee. i dont even have to say anything do i.#she's like. The Woman. in the self help book. and i fucking could not stand it. ross' dee is so perfect though#and his frank. MAN.#EVERYONE FUCKING RUINS FRANK.#i think marder and rosell's frank is a lot of fun because hes clearly based on marder's dad and acts believably#a lot of writers struggle to capture his. frank-ness.#he's sort of suffered from like. bland pervy senile old man writing for a long time#and ross brought back him actually being a competent businessman#IM OUT OF TAGS IM SHUTTING UP
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omg the cute autistic/mutual friend at the party I was talking ab way back just moved into our building!!! I legit ran into him omw in and exchanged instas he is SO adorable and cute and I love him like I just wanna be around him so like tf I am SO HAPPY
#im not sure the post is even still up but me n my friends were just having a casual gettogether and i met him n my post was talking ab how#im glad no annoying autsitics have been introduced to me yet bc ive already met like 3 and theyre all either like#smart autistics or adorable autistics or interesting autistics and i have a crush on two of them including the cute autistic this post is ab#like im so HAPPY omg im gonna bug him so much its weird bc idk what u call the type of crush where its like im not searching for romance#but i will do anything to be in ur prescense bc i know id enjoy being friends or partners or whatever the fuck involves KNOWING YOU#idk lol#yutamayo is starting the day off right (#(its 3:47pm)#at the party we were playing Detroit Become Human anf he seems to also be a hyperfixation/skilled autistic bc he SLAYED at the game i just#enjoyed watching him speedplay at that point#and everyone was ig close enough with him to call him by a semiracist nickname bc hes indigenous n his last name wad apparently too long#so i was like NOPE and made sure to spell it out and resay it so i could say his last name properly instead of his nickname#im noy shading them bc its fine to have a close friend thing where ur able to have a joking nickname ab a characteristic like my bestie#calls me âitâ sometimes and thats not something i dislike bc we KNOW each other and its the opposite of malicious intent#but yeah i wad likr nah id prefer to know how to say it#then it was like 3am anf there was only like 4ppl left n he was like yeah i gotta go bavk home to whitby apparently he was just gonna#use the electric scooters they have around town but thats like 30min away in the mf a.m#n he didnt wanna crash on our couch which isfine n everyone else was like mkay bye bc yhey wanted to sleep#n i was like NOPE and hunted down bus fare n waited with him at the bus stop for the night bus n made sure he got on it then never saw him#again#until#today#god fucking bless#*introduced to 3 autistics not 3 annoying autistics the post was ab how im gkad i havent met an annoying autistic in my buikding yet*
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Iâm fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if theyâve interacted before, but couldnât find anything! Sorry for asking Iâm just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh
hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]
i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..
#snap chats#//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes#might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me đ§ââïž#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking#he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ#oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever#first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway#aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO#though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role#daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot#yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does#if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh#and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing#theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line#masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together#if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack#but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral#im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like#'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal#they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together#like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons đđđđ#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid#so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/
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also ok maybe had a weird little freak moment yesterday :/ i was with lydia and needed to eat my godawful shitass sushi before going to the library so anyway who do i spot but the roommate with some random guy naturally and im like lydia pause i need to be a stalker but so casually for just like a sec. (this is in a downstairs like cafe/hallway/elevators area) so i stall and then we go to check for a free room to sit in and when there r ppl in it we just go back near the cafe area and theyre over in this little. alcove. of a sitting area. lounging. and im so normal and rlly naturally glanced over a couple times hoping to god the guy didnt see me cause luckily roommate was faced away. anyway. but lydias screenaging it up so im just sitting there awkwardly. and i have to walk past them at one point to get soy sauce to drown the sushi in and maybe that made me look like a weird little stalker too. well again this is if the guy even knows who i am and prob not so whatever its like fine. but like yeah and then i def saw them getting up and then on the elevator to leave so i think my skittish little creature tendencies scared off the vibe from across the room even... and i didnt just wave like a normal person bc i wasnt sure they saw me but we've spotted each other at much greater distances there's simply no way. i was treating them like what the kids call an 'opp' kinda... me when im an anxious little beast...
#and me when i type up a long paragraph abt like nothing happening! <3#um. and i am overthinking and in my defense. ill lament one more time. HAVENT HAD MY ANXIETY MEDS IN DAYS. so plz be nice..#and lydia joked abt how i was a little weird. which i was. but now im like fuckkkkk man we're never hanging out again...#they also went back to like one of my stories theyd seen this morning so its like wowwwwww so youre literally obsessed w me..#anyway. still being so strong and leaving it to them to make a rain check plan if they wanna. and if not thats so hashtag chill#also ive barely seen sam this week which is like nice but i found out they last second saw the eclipse together#and again not that i think i would come up or w/e but i did have sam off my close friends for a while bc he was stressing me out. yk.#and im not sure if um... that would have become evident... doesnt actually matter who gaf#but yeah also naturally hes seeing one of the coolest most beautiful talented creative etc girls in the film major rn#on top of his little fuck buddy. and im not being a bitter little incel abt the fact that hes got bitches and i dont.#bc its like. whatever. too much going on rn to have bitches. tho ill stick to my guns in saying some good sex could fix me a little#yayyyy i love talking#abby talks
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no one:
luke, right now, probably: I get to answer using the âIâm baldâ option in polls for the first time ever and explain the incredible nuance of my experience in the tags (instead of using complex soundscapes that take up all my free time to make)
#THIS IS A JOKE BTW IM SURE HE STILL HAS HAIR#but Iâll be damned if I wonât mess with the fandom sometimes too#luke hemmings#5 seconds of summer#5sos#boy ep#wfttwtaf#anyway. Iâm sorry. Iâll leave you guys alone now
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